How are you? I’m well. Hope you are well too?
Have you ever seen a certain number or numbers repeatedly? And thought whether God was speaking to you through numbers?
I think it was since this summer that I repeatedly saw the number “four.” When I watched the clock on my mobile phone or my computer, many times it was 4:44. When I woke up after a dream or two, I was surprised to see 4:44am on my mobile phone a few times. Even when I set timer for meals or something, I saw 4:44 or 44:44. While I was chatting with someone on the phone, I saw the time of having a call on the screen of the phone to be 4:44. If it was not 4:44, many times I saw 44 minutes at certain hours, and sometimes I saw my phone battery charge was 44%. And I felt it was not a coincidence at all. As I recalled the interpretation and meaning of symbolic numbers in James Goll’s book, “The Seer,” I opened it up and found out the number “four” would mean “the earth, Creation, winds, seasons.” I became certain that it would mean winds – the rushing wind of the Holy Spirit. Somehow, in my restroom, I found something bizarre. One day, I felt very strong and cool wind from the four corners of the restroom. Strangely, the strong pressure was when I closed the door of the restroom from both inside and out. Some other times, inside the restroom, when I stood still, I felt very cool wind around my ankles as if the wind whirled around them. One night when I prayed on the floor, I felt a cold wind from my left side. The fan was up and running toward my mom, who was on the bed from the right side, but it (the fan) was behind me. I didn’t think the wind could be from the fan from that angle. Sometimes, I would notice my hair was blowing in my room, while there was no wind.
I was reminded of the day when I suddenly smelled the strong fragrance of oil in my bathroom in Singapore. And now, I felt strong wind in my bathroom in Seoul. I was still not certain whether the strong and cool wind was in the natural realm or in the spiritual realm, but I felt the Lord is speaking to me on the great move of the Holy Spirit in the Body of Christ, as well as in my life.
On August 23rd, in my email account, I received Lana Vawser’s latest words: “I Saw The Lord Roaring Over His People, Breaking The Assignment From The Enemy, Bringing Sudden Deliverance From The Spirit of Heaviness.” Then, I felt the Lord confirm the wind as the Holy Spirit, when I read her words that she kept hearing the Lord say “FRESH WIND, FRESH WIND, FRESH WIND.” Not only that, her words on “The Anointing to Scribe” encouraged me to resume my writing. Lana wrote: “I saw so strongly that this spirit of heaviness is coming against those who are being called by the Lord to scribe revelation of His heart in this hour.” At that time, I seriously felt exhausted that most of the time I would lay on the sofa, reading books or listening to sermons. I simply stopped writing. When I had the wonderful revelation from the Lord through my dreams at that time, I only shared them with my friend in Singapore, but didn’t really write them down for my blogs. One day, my friend said to me, “You could have written a book with all your dreams by now.” After Lana’s and my friend’s words, I felt I should obey the Lord. I opened my laptop and wrote a few blogs to post.
Speaking of blogs, I’d like to share the anxiety that I used to have. Last year, I took Doug Addison’s online course, “Write Your Book Now” after I was confirmed that the Lord wanted me to write. Doug introduced writings such as blogging, publishing books and so on in his online course. When he mentioned blogging, I thought he mentioned commitment. Therefore, if I start to blog, I must be consistent in regularly posting blogs. Prior to that time, I was not interested in blogging at all, neither was I certain I would make that commitment, if I blog. But, when I started to blog this spring, I thought I should not worry about the future, but must step out in faith. Even as I started posting my blogs, I still had the anxiety as to whether I could continue to write and be committed. I wondered “what if I have nothing to write any more.” Then one day, I felt I found out another reason that the Lord continued to give me dreams at night. In addition to quenching my thirst to have time alone with Him as I shared in my previous blog “Dream Language,” I believe He wants to give the dreams for my readers. Like Lana’s words spoke to me and ministered to me just in time, I believe the Lord wants me to write His dreams for my current and future readers.
And I thought of Jesus’ speaking the parable of the Minas. The Master scolded a servant who kept a Mina in his handkerchief, while He paid compliments to other two servants who multiplied five and ten minas, respectively.
“And he said to those who stood by, ‘Take the mina from him, and give it to him who has ten minas.’ (But they said to him, ‘Master, he has ten minas.’) ‘For I say to you, that to everyone who has will be given; and from him who does not have, even what he has will be taken away from him’” (Luke 19:24~26).
If I were willing to trust the Lord and scribe what I must scribe, I believe He would continue to multiply my Minas. From the outset, there was no story of my own. I just scribed what the Lord had done in my life. It was His story, and I think I will keep scribing what He has done and is doing by faith. If I would be faithful, it would multiply.
Do you have anything in your heart that you feel was prompted by the Holy Spirit? Do you feel the fresh Wind of the Holy Spirit? I believe the great move of God is coming to many in the Body of Christ. And I pray that you and I listen to the Lord and multiply His Minas, whatever it might be, in Jesus’ name. We look forward to the days when we meet Him face to face and hear Him say to us: “Good and faithful servants!”
Have a bliss!
Also He said to me, “Prophesy to the breath, prophesy, son of man, and say to the breath, ‘Thus says the Lord God: “Come from the four winds, O breath, and breathe on these slain, that they may live.” ’ ” So I prophesied as He commanded me, and breath came into them, and they lived, and stood upon their feet, an exceedingly great army. (Ezekiel 37:9~10)