How are you? I’m well.
Today, I would like to share the goodness of our Father. Indeed, God is good all the time.
A few weeks ago, I exploded into anger, after I had chronic fatigue for many days due to lack of sleep. As mom’s dementia got worse, I was not able to sleep well. Not only the lack of sleep, but some gross and messy stuffs she made at home made me exhausted. Recently, she developed a strange behavior. She stacked up toilet papers on her bed and on the bedside table and was so happy with seeing those stacked toilet papers. Not only stacking them up, but she also threw away quite a lot into the trash bins and the toilet. Quite often, I found the toilet about to overflow, as she put way too many papers and even the thick paper in the middle of the toilet papers, after she used up one. So, I told her to throw away toilet papers into the trash bin in the restroom, not into the toilet. Then, one morning, I cleaned up her bed and bedside table. On the bed and the table, under the bed and behind the bed, there were heaps of toilet papers. While I cleaned them up, I simply exploded into anger. I was actually angry with her making noise at night, which disturbed my sleep again. Not controlling my tongue, I said to her, “You should go to a nursing home. I can’t stand you anymore!” I knew mom hates the idea of being sent to a nursing home, as she thinks living in a nursing home means to her being disowned by her children. Yet, I was mad and spat out the words. While I cleaned up the mess she made, fuming, I heard His still small voice, “So, you want to send her to a nursing home for toilet papers?”
I said, “Yes!!!”
And He said, “And for what else?”
So, I said, “The towels! She made all the towels wet, You know.”
While I replied to Him, He made me realize what a small stuff I was mad at and what an excuse I made to think of sending her to a nursing home. (though I always thought it would be the last resort and I would continue to put up with the difficulty for her.) After finishing cleaning up and calming down, I sat on the sofa. Interestingly enough, I watched a news on the TV, and it reported on an evil employee who worked in a nursing home and abused an elderly lady with dementia. They showed a video taken in the nursing home that recorded the moment of her abusing the dementia patient. I knew it was the Lord’s saying to me. I thought to myself that if I, even the daughter treated my mom unkindly, how much more unkind an employee in a nursing home would be to her.
Yet, mom continued to make me lose sleep at night and continued to make a mess. Then, last week, I awoke in the middle of the night due to the noise she made. I told her to go back to her bed. Then, I went to the restroom. And I became so mad. I saw the toilet was about to overflow and the toilet papers were overflowed from the trash bin and they became a mountain next to the toilet. I felt suffocated by the endless mess she made and felt so hopeless. While I cleaned up all the gross mess she made in the restroom, I just cried, and I still felt suffocated. When I went back to my bed, it was after 1:30am. I couldn’t get any sleep since then, being so weary and upset. So, I decided to take a walk as soon as the sun rises. Though mom tried to go out alone even in my presence at home a few weeks ago, I just thought to myself, “If she tried to go out, let her go. I simply can’t breathe anymore here.” Then, around 5:20am when the sun rose and it started to be bright outside, mom was sleeping. So, I left a message to her on the door of the restroom and on the window that I would take a walk and be back around 8am. Then, I went to my favorite place for a prayer walk, the garden of the Seoul art museum. I sang worship songs, as no one was around. And I kept praising Him and praying. Indeed, the joy of the Lord is my strength. I felt better and decided to go to a bakery, as it was so hot and humid even in the early morning. In the airconditioned room in the bakery, I texted my Singaporean friend to share what had happened over night and I felt good after I praised the Lord. My friend sympathized with me and said, “Yunee, can you ask your niece to look after your mom for a day or two? So, you can have a short breather.” So, I said to her that my niece seemed to be very busy for her work and I would not want to give any burden to her. And I also thought 1~2 day of getaway from mom wouldn’t really help. Then, my friend prayed that the Lord would refresh me with His joy and fill me with His peace.
Later, when I got back home, I felt much better.Interestingly enough, the Lord made me realize why mom acted strangely the other night. Before we went to bed, I was not kind to her. I was very blunt and unkind to her request, after being so tired. He made me realize that I lack in love and I treated her unkindly and it made a vicious cycle. And I was also sad, as she kept asking me, “Babe, do you still love me?” I repented and I asked the Father to pour out double portion of His love so that I love her no matter what, and she would feel His love through me. I was thankful that the Lord gave me not only joy, but also the revelation on what the problem was. Then, to my amazement, my niece texted me in that afternoon. It has been a few weeks since she texted me last time. As my Singaporean friend mentioned getting some help from her right in that morning, I was quite surprised to receive her text. She asked me whether we can have video-chatting together with mom. Then, when we were connected through the video, I was even more surprised. My nephew was in town! He came from a Muslim country where he worked, and he just finished the two-week of self-quarantine in Seoul. It was a total surprise. And we arranged our meeting for the next week. I booked a hotel in Seoul as one night family getaway. I was so grateful for His goodness, especially when I was so weary. And I was also grateful, thinking He would like to give my mom and my nephew an opportunity to see one another in 7 years, before she goes to the Lord.
Then, I was even more amazed and grateful for my niece’ proposal. She planned to pick up some Chinese foods from our favorite Chinese restaurant in my old hometown. Just the day before her call, my sister in California and I talked about our favorite foods in there and I said to her, “Oh, I miss the sweet and sour fish in that restaurant. It’s been 4 years since I went there.” What a good good Father we have! He indeed satisfies our mouth with good things!
So, on the day we were supposed to meet, my mom and I checked in the hotel earlier than my niece and nephew. My niece’ work was supposed to be finished at 6pm and they would be a little bit late, after picking up the Chinese foods. While I was waiting for them in the living room in the hotel, mom was sleeping in the bedroom. And I played out worship songs, praying in tongues. To my amazement, I saw a rainbow through the window! What a surprising gift from the Father! I never expected to see the rainbow on such a beautiful day when I have a family reunion. It reminded me of the commentary in the Bible I read earlier in that morning about His promises. I felt Him saying to me, “Babe, I never forget the promises I made to you. You’re not forgotten!”
Later when my niece and nephew arrived, my mom was simply overjoyed, and we enjoyed the very delicious Chinese foods together. What an amazing and good Father we have!
And after the dinner, when my niece showed some pictures to my mom in the bedroom, my nephew and I had a wonderful fellowship in the living room, talking about the Lord’s plan in the Muslim countries in the end times and I shared amazing testimonies that I read and listened to. I felt both of us were encouraged by one another and I found we share something in common in our book-reading and meditation. Although we met in 7 years since my elder sister’s wedding in California, I felt as though we met one another often and our faith binds one another closely. He shared how the Lord gave him the confirmation through the dream, when he asked Him about the path he should walk through and about the country he should go to. It was so encouraging to hear the Lord indeed give His children dreams and visions to show His plan for each one of us.
The family reunion with my mom, niece and nephew was such a precious gift from the Lord. My mom was so happy with her grandchildren and all of us had a great retreat, though it was short. I realized that He indeed made the lyrics of the worship song I sang in the garden of the museum, “Come to the River” come true to me.
Come to the water, all who are thirsty
Come and drink
Come to the table, all who are hungry
Come and feast
Those who are weary, those who are needy
I will taste and see You are good
Good to me
I tasted and saw He is good, even when I lacked in love. He refreshed my soul and He gave mercy to me to love my mother with His kindness. He gave me the heart to treasure her, when she is with me. Thankfully, she got better in her night sleep and my sleep was not disturbed at night, since our retreat. Praise the Lord!
Friend, I wanted to encourage you, if you are thirsty, hungry, weary or needy. The joy of the Lord is our strength. I pray that you and I continue to taste and see His goodness, no matter what circumstances we are in, in Jesus’ name.
Have a bliss!
Bless the Lord, O my soul;
How are you? Hope you had or are having a good day, today?
On July 3rd, 2021, I had a few dreams. In the first dream, I was in a clinic and I heard that I was pregnant. I was so glad to hear that. In the second dream, I was in front of the elevator, which I interpreted as going into the spirit realm. Then, I realized the elevator’s door was not made of kind of steel, but it was like a screen door with a bug net. And it was open so that I closed the door from the top to my knee length. Through the net, I saw kind of dark swamp. Then, I saw a wolf approaching toward the door with its teeth exposing. I was so scared, and I ran away. Then, the wolf seemed to turn into an evil man. He kept chasing after me and the scene was changed to a restaurant. I jumped up to the partitions between the tables in the restaurant and I threw pizza, lasagna and so on to the evil man, jumping and flying.
Then, in the third dream, it seemed that I was in the High School, which I interpret as the Holy Spirit. Then, I was supposed to take an exam, and I interpret it as the test for being promoted in the Spirit realm. Then, I found out my ID number for the exam was not correct so that I reported it to a teacher. Then, I saw a group of female students make a circle. (circle - round: spiritual, grace or mercy) And they were holding the hands of one another and sing a song. Singing the song seemed to be the test. Though I was not supposed to join them for the test, I held their hands beneath them, as if I stooped down or something, and I sang along with them. There came an old friend of mine, whose name in Chinese means Great Grace.
When I shared the dream with my friend in Singapore, she said it is like a drama! I agreed with her and I felt it so real when I was being chased by the evil man. A few days before that dream, I also had similar dreams where I was being chased by the evil people. And I wondered whether the dreams were from the Lord or from the enemy. I kept what I read from James Goll’s book, Dream Language in my mind: Chasing dreams often reveal enemies that are at work, coming against your life and purpose.
Then, when I wrote them down and medicated on them, I felt they were from the Lord. I think being pregnant means the Lord would bring forth something new and the enemy hates my going up to the new level in the spirit realm. (the elevator, the High School, the exam) So, he made every effort to disturb me such as the incorrect ID number for the exam, yet God is gracious and merciful. Despite all the trials, Great Grace comes upon me.
A few days after the dream, I found out the late Prophet Neville Johnson’s book, Secrets of the Kingdom (volume 3) was published and I couldn’t wait to read through it. While I was reading the 6th chapter, I felt the Lord gave me the confirmation on the dream:
Likewise in Spiritual Births Conception takes place when a seed is placed in your spirit. That seed is planted there by a word from God, a prophesy, a dream, or in many other ways that God implants vision, purpose, and destiny.
When you are birthing something in God, you will receive opposition from the enemy, and the severity of the opposition is determined by the magnitude and importance of the vision and purpose of what is being birthed.
Satan will always try to kill off the vision God gives you Spiritual births require spiritual warfare to bring forth. Often they are bloody, messy, and exhausting and require something in us to die. Your life will not be the same again. The things that nourished the vision – the spiritual placenta, the afterbirth – have to be cut away and discarded.
Johnson, Neville: Secrets of the Kingdom (volume 3)
Friend, I share my dream and Neville Johnson’s writing, as I believe God will bring forth something new to many at this hour. You might be chased after by the enemy, as he knows the good purpose of our Father for you. I would like to encourage us to keep our focus on Jesus and to triumph. Birth-pangs are painful, but the babies will be glorious.
Have a bliss!
“Do not remember the former things,
How are you? Hope you had or are having a good day, today?
In mid of June this year, I had an incident that made my heart sink. Since my mom went to the emergency room and was hospitalized twice in May, I found her dementia got worse. One day, at around 8pm, she was taking a nap and woke up from the sleep, to go to the bathroom. Well, I thought she would go to the bathroom, as she used to do, awaking from her sleep. But I only got to realize she went out of our place! I think I realized it perhaps 10 minutes after she went out. I was mopping the floor of our room and I started to wonder why she didn’t come out of the restroom. Finally, I found out the light switches of the restroom were all off and the room was empty and dark. Only then did I realize a pair of slippers in front of the main door were gone. I felt my heart pounding and I tried to calm down and grabbed my door key, before going out to search for her. When I got out of our place, I bumped into a young lady and she said to me, “Are you looking for an old lady? She went down to the lobby floor.” I thought she read my facial expression and knew I was desperately looking for someone. When I went down to the lobby, I looked around, but couldn’t find her. I went to the security guard who knew my mom and asked him to check the security camera, saying I lost her. And I called the police to report her missing. While I was on the phone, the security guard and I saw the video from the security camera that took my mom and the young lady in our floor being in the elevator. After I finished reporting to the police, they said they would send a policeman to our accommodation soon. While I was at a loss, the security guard said to me from the main gate, “Come here! Your mother is here!” I ran and went out, following where he was going. My mom was in the crowds at the bus stop in front of the main gate of our accommodation at dusk, surrounded by two tall men. I couldn’t describe how I felt at that moment. I was simply thankful, yet my heart was still pounding. The two men said they are policemen (seemingly in private attires) and they held her, as they would think she has dementia. They said she was trying to take a bus, saying she would go to our hometown. I said thanks to them and I brought my mom back to our place and called the police to let them know I had found her. Only after I came back home with her, I realized someone put a surgical mask on her face. In Seoul, we still need to wear masks for the pandemic, but mom didn’t have any, as she simply got out of her sleep. I couldn’t thank God enough, as she was still in the good hands of the two policemen and she was given the mask, even when she left home in dementia. And she didn’t fall at all, even with the slippers. She had to always hold my hands and needed my support when she walked in her loafers. Even on the flat floor, she tended to stumble. Though I couldn’t still calm down from the shock, I felt so thankful for His protection. Then, the two men who claimed to be the policemen kept lingering in my mind. I said to myself, “Could they be His Angels?” It dawned on me that both of them didn’t wear masks. And they were very tall and big, compared with the policemen I usually saw. I know we as His children are always surrounded by our guardian angels. They could have been mom’s guardian angels and they held her till I found her, and they protected her from stumbling.
In 2020, I heard many prophecies that God would release many angels who would partner with His children. They are not our day-to-day guardian angels, but the angels to work with us for the missions especially in the last days. One day in December, I listened to Pastor Mark Johnson’s teaching on seeing Jesus and His Angels. I was encouraged by his teaching that we should ask Jesus, “Jesus, what are You saying? Or what are You doing?” instead of asking ourselves, “What Would Jesus Do?” He is with us 24 hours and we begin to ask Him directly what He is saying and what He is doing. And he also encouraged us to ask Him to show where the Angels are. After listening to his teaching, one day when I took a walk, I said to the Lord, “Lord, where is the Angel? Please show me where he is.” Interestingly, after the prayer, I found one homeless man appear on the street. I never saw any homeless people on that street for the past few years. Then, I thought to myself that if he is His Angel, I must not pass by. I checked my wallet. I didn’t have much cash, as I didn’t have any plan to shop during my walk. I collected all the small notes of cash I had from my wallet and held them in my right hand. And I inched closer to him and thought to myself, “What if he is not homeless? Then, he would be offended, if I give this money to him.” So, I looked at him closely and was quite sure he is homeless. Still believing he is His angel, I approached to him, and nodded at him and gave him all the cash I had. Then, I simply turned around and walked fast. I just hoped that I entertained the Angel, aware, instead of unaware, and I pleased the Lord. Then, the next day, I took a walk along the same street as the previous day. And I said to the Lord, “Lord, please show me Your angel.” Then, I looked around and I saw the clouds in the sky. The two clouds with a building in the middle of them looked just like the wings of His angels. I smiled. I believe it was His sense of humor and He indeed showed me the angel’s wings through the clouds.
But for the last few months, I didn’t really think of the angels and I didn’t have many dreams that I think were from the Lord. My sleep was simply light and broken, since my mom had hospitalization and some other surprising night events. As she was wide awake most of the nights, my sleep life was not really good, and the dreams were rare. When I had some dreams, they were like nightmares. And I didn’t really long for the Lord’s visitation as much as I did in the past. Chronic fatigue simply made me want to survive rather than thrive in this season. Yet, the Lord is gracious. Recently, I got to listen to Pastor Michael Van Vlymen’s Seer School series in his online channel. In one of his teachings, he encouraged not to have an attitude such as “Oh, I just need Jesus, not angels.” And he encouraged us to earnestly seek the spiritual gifts. And in the very next day, when I read the Bible, the Scripture from Luke 22:43 was highlighted to me, “Jesus called for an angel of glory to strengthen him, and the angel appeared. (The Passion Translation)” It was the scene of the garden of Gethsemane before He was betrayed by Judas. It came into my mind that if Jesus called for an angel of glory to strengthen him, how much more we would need His angels.
While the thoughts on the angels and seeing in the spirit realm kept lingering in my mind, I was surprised to receive an email from Lana Vawser’s ministry on the very next day. As usual, her blog was just timely as the Lord’s confirmation. Her blog was way short, compared with her usual blogs, but I became certain that she had to simply share the short message from the Lord on time and the title of the message was “Major Increase of Angelic Assistance”.
Friend, I believe He orchestrated everything. And I felt that I must write on this to share His plan and to encourage you to expect His angels to be released to partner with you for His Kingdom. I like to share what Pastor Michael Van Vlymen recently shared in a conference in the USA. He said when he saw a few angels in the spirit realm, one of the angels said to him, “We want to go with you.” Then, he was caught up back to his prayer room and the Lord appeared and said to him, “The provision of Heaven is available.” Pastor Michael said that the angel said, “We want to go with you.”, not “We are going with you.” And he continued, “If you are not going to do the Kingdom things, there is no need for you to have the angelic army to go with you. You’re going to be equipped to do the tasks at hand, if you say yes to Him. And the provision will come.” Friend, do you like to say yes to Him and expect His provision for the Kingdom works?
Friend, I’m sharing the Lana’s short words below. I pray it may speak to you and we expect to have significant angelic encounters in the days to come, in Jesus’ name.
Have a bliss!
“Are they not all ministering spirits sent out to serve for the sake of those who are to inherit salvation?” (Hebrews 1:14 ESV)
Over the last few weeks I have had a number of encounters in vision and dreams where the Lord has showed me a MAJOR increase of the angelic being released onto the earth and a major increase in angelic activity. I have seen so many angels being sent from the Lord into the nations and to assist His people.
The presence and visitation of the angelic is significantly increasing. The Lord continued to speak the words “I am releasing greater angelic assistance”.
Be encouraged and expectant right now and as we move further into this new era to see, encounter and experience a significant increase in angelic assistance. These angelic encounters will not only bring supernatural provision and assist God’s people, but open up greater understanding of the supernatural realm.
Many are about to have significant angelic encounters that are landing in the lives of many believers on assignment of the Lord, that will shift and commission many into new assignments by the word of the Lord.
Then the high priest rose up, and all those who were with him (which is the sect of the Sadducees), and they were filled with indignation, and laid their hands on the apostles and put them in the common prison. But at night an angel of the Lord opened the prison doors and brought them out, and said, “Go, stand in the temple and speak to the people all the words of this life.” (Acts 5:17~20)
How are you? I’m well.
On October 5th, 2020, I had a dream. It seemed that I was not in Korea, but in a foreign land. I hid some people that I think were the Jews, as Corrie Ten Boom of The Hiding Place did. Or they might be the remnants in the last days. The enemy’s solders barged in my house and they caught the people I had been hiding, together with me. One old lady was exceptionally able to escape. In the truck where we were being transported, there was a young Caucasian man who suffered from kind of shingles. And I felt he was under the influence of demonic attack. So, a little boy and I prayed over him for healing and deliverance. Then, from the truck, I looked at the streets and I saw a horrible scene. There were many bust sculptures of men on the walls. They had beard, but they exposed their breasts and they had woman’s breasts. I felt in the dream that they were actually enticing women. I felt them so disgusting that I closed my eyes. I felt it was the wickedness, the gross darkness in the last days.
When I awoke, I felt the dream was from the Lord and He showed me what it would look like in the last days. Interestingly, in a month or two, I visited a prophet’s website and happened to read his blog on symbolism and false gods. In the blog, I found one of the Satanic figures was very similar to what I saw in my dream. It had an animal face with beards and woman’s breasts. I was simply stunned.
Then, in the morning of June 25th this year, I was reading the Bible. Somehow, I was reminded of the dream that I had in last October. And I thought to myself that I would build shelters for the Jews in the last days. I recalled the late prophet Neville Johnson’s prophecy that the believers in Asia and other continents would build shelters for the Jews in the last days, when the persecution comes to them. Indeed, after I heard Neville’s prophecy, I got to learn that there are some missionary centers in Korea that are preparing for the shelters for the Jews. I believe the Lord will show many to prepare for the last days. So, after the dream came up to my mind somehow and I thought of having shelters for the Jews during my Bible-reading, I checked one of the chatting applications on my mobile phone and found out my friend in Singapore had sent me a news article from The Times of Israel. It was on many members of Jewish community in Miami condo collapse. I was not aware of the incident until she shared the article. And I was amazed to read that article and felt that it was the Lord’s confirmation to prepare for the shelters for the Jews in the last days, by the news on the Jewish community who lost their homes. Yet, I asked the Lord to confirm His will through the messages of His servants.
Then, on the very next Monday, I had a monthly online meeting with a few brothers and sisters and my pastor in Singapore said that we would know the times and season through the three things: 1)What’s happening in Israel; 2)What’s happening in Church; 3)What’s happening in the world. And I took his words into my heart. A few days after our meeting, I got to listen to Derek Prince’s teachings on the prophecy on the last days and one of them was on Israel in The End Times. While I was listening to it, half-asleep on my bed, it dawned on me that a Singaporean brother who prophesized over me recently texted me in a few years and his message was to share a video on Israel. And while I listened to Derek Prince’s teaching on Israel, I felt I must intercede for them till the Lord’s return.
Later in the early July, I received a quarterly letter, Our Finest Hour, from the Academy of Light and I was surprised to read Pastor Mark Johnson’s writings, “The new Prime Minister of Israel Naftali Bennet announced his intention to build the 3rd Temple within three years (by 2024). When this Temple is built, it is signaling the last 7 years in the End Times. We shouldn’t need any more encouragement to prepare ourselves, the Lord is returning very soon. Make yourself ready.” I wasn’t aware of the announcment of the new Prime Minister of Israel until I read Pastor Mark’s article. And I was reminded of what I listened to from Derek Prince recently. He said he personally believed that the 3rd Temple would be physically built. I heard some people say the 3rd Temple is a metaphor. Now, I think Derek Prince’s prediction seems quite right.
I wanted to share my dream and some thoughts together with the prophecies. We are living in the very last days. Derek Prince said it’s two minutes to twelve. Do you see that, too? And we have our part to play. Maybe your calling would be different from mine. But we all have common callings to be His pure Bride and to make His Bride ready. We are born for such a time as this. And I also want to encourage you to pray for Israel and love them. Jesus is Jewish forever, and we owe the Jews much.
Have a bliss!
So, am I saying that Israel stumbled so badly that they will never get back up? Certainly not! Rather, it was because of their stumble that salvation now extends to all the non-Jewish people, in order to make Israel jealous and desire the very things that God has freely given them. So if all the world is being greatly enriched through their failure, and through their fall great spiritual wealth is given to the non-Jewish people, imagine how much more will Israel’s awakening bring to us all! (Romans 11:11~12 TPT)